I keep composing posts in my head while trying to fall asleep but then forgetting them by the time I wake. They are works of literary genius but unfortunately you’ll have to make do with my potentially incoherent daytime ramblings. Sorry.
For those of you who haven’t figured it out yet, I am pregnant. Despite having had 2 scans and a now rather round tummy it hasn’t really started to sink in yet. I don’t quite believe that any of it is real. Its been a challenging few months of exhaustion and sickness. But also dealing with people’s reactions. Mr WFs parents have been a bit weird about the whole thing. I think they are excited – I just don’t understand the way they express it. I also know that me being pregnant has been really difficult for a couple of close friends. I know that they are happy for me but I hate it that makes them sad in some way too.
I also seem to have lost most of my creativity which pains me greatly. You may have noticed my lack of blogging. There also has been very little crafting. I have lots of plans but nothing ever seems to get done. Mainly because I spend all my time either working, sleeping or eating.
People keep telling me that it will get better but I’m still waiting…
Update: What I didn’t mention but feel that I ought to clarify is that both Mr WF and I are delighted to be expecting a baby and are very excited about the challenges to come and that we are totally amazed by the miracle of life developing inside me. Just in case I hadn’t made that clear above!